Run your fingers through my soul. For once, just once, feel exactly what I feel, believe what I believe, perceive as I perceive, look, experience, examine, and for once; just once, understand.
I am ... a daughter, a sister, a niece, a cousin. I am a lover and a friend, a young girl, and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving, and caring, and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. I am hard working and determined, but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to God and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while im dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells, and i walk on fire. I believe in true love but not forever. I love you and push you away. I want you but not too close. I am everything and nothing all at once. and all i want is for you to love me.
